Like you're being hugged 24/7 without letting go.
Belonging, acceptance, and a reason to live are the three most significant things I look for in love. I never had any of those until my fiance came into my life. In a recent conversation I mentioned something like "you know the worst things about me" and without thinking about it for even a second he replied saying something along the lines of "you have no ''worst things''." When talking about the "worst things" I was referring to my being sexually abused by four different people between the ages of about 6 and 18; sleeping around like a huge whore around the time we first met; being totally suicidal and pushing him away back then because I became suspicious of him; hating him at one point; being insecure about myself, him and us; not being able to trust him or love him as well as he trusts/loves me; self-harming. There are so many more things but I'm too exhausted to think of them. To have someone accept me wholeheartedly after knowing about all those things is more than I could have ever dreamed of. I never thought it was possible for someone to love me. With him I feel like I have this warm invisible blanket around me all the time keeping me feeling safer and more secure than I've ever felt in my life.