bleh. still feeling very sad. still haven't managed coursework. picked up post and got letter from the pointless 5 minute appointment I had 2 weeks ago.. she said she would write about how far along my referral is, and wrote nothing. also GP said she would try and set something up over easter and email me over a week ago now, and still nothing. now shes not in for a while either. ffs. I may as well give up on the whole thing, don't think I will ever get better with the **** 'help' here.