1. Realised that my 'best friend' is really just the person I've know the longest and she doesn't actually give a **** about me.
2. I stupidly told the above far too much and I'm so annoyed with myself.
3. I now have nobody.
4. I'm stuck in a dead end town and I'm going to have to save loads to move away, I feel like I'm going to be stuck here all my life because I literally have no money to put aside.
5. In September, I'm going to have to start travelling an hour and a half each way to college (on country roads). I suffer with travel sickness, I'm dreading it.
6. I cannot seem to take my own advice. I know the difference between right and wrong but when it comes to my life I seem to be blinded. I need to take control and not opt for the easy life as much.
7. I have received a birthday card from a relative with a weird message in, something about something/someone coming to get me and to look out, I think. My anxiety has gone through the roof, I want to stay in my house but I need to go to work later.