Mental Health Support Society XVI

On my way to A&E Hoping I can avoid an admission...

On my way to A&E Hoping I can avoid an admission...

You OK, sweetie? Sorry I'm being rubbish atm

On my way to A&E Hoping I can avoid an admission...

On my way to A&E Hoping I can avoid an admission...

Hey, in no way are you being rubbish at all I really wish I could do more to help - please text/call/message at any time you need, don't want to force myself on you but honestly if it would help then I am here for you

I'm sitting in the sixth form study and there's about 150 other students there, and I've never felt so alone. And I know I'm alone, and the realisation is hurting my chest and making it hard to breathe.

Gods, this is useless. I'm useless.

friend wants me to phonet he crisis line but i really dont see the ppoint bc i'm a waste of time. she even went through the hassle of phoning my cmht to get the number. just dont get why im a waste of time useless

feel so far away whats the point in anything anyway

Thought I had found someone different to everyone else that I could trust. Granted was on the internet, but he genuinley seemed to care.

Found out today he has faked emails from the manager at my doctors practice, telling me all kinds of things about how they will support me. That my GP will be seeing me all through CBT, however often I need

So there was me feeling ok, knowing support is there. And all along its actually being faked

I feel right down tonight, like i can' trust anyone

Doctors appointment tomorrow and I felt great going in there like they really want to help and stuff, and its fake.

I fall for everything. I am an idiot.

Hang on in there hun. Hoping you feel better and soon



Thanks lovely, I really appreciate that. Don't think there's anything anyone can do though. Ideally I would go and see my priest but this is his busiest two weeks of the year and the last thing he needs is me showing up and wailing at him about E and how the universe is conspiring against me



Not useless at all



That sounds like a good friend - she did the right thing If you're feeling at risk even slightly, maybe you should phone them? It's a lottery as to who you get and how helpful they are but sometimes just knowing someone is there to listen to you can help

That sounds like a good friend - she did the right thing If you're feeling at risk even slightly, maybe you should phone them? It's a lottery as to who you get and how helpful they are but sometimes just knowing someone is there to listen to you can help

Are you sure that it is completely out of the question? Of course I can appreciate that it is a very busy time of year for him, but do you not think your priest could spare half an hour at some point? It sounds like it might be of real benefit to you at the moment, and I can't imagine him turning you away?

just dont know think other people deeserve help more than me bevause im a horrible perrson.

i phoned anywya bc she was getting worried and they didnt pick up so left name/nnumber

still havent phoned me back

I'm too scared to ask in case he shouts at me or gets cross that I asked. (He wouldn't but voices say he would)



Not a horrible person in the slightest Hope they phone you back soon

Hey! I think we used to speak quite a bit! What have you been up too?

On my way to A&E Hoping I can avoid an admission...

i think maybe challenge thee voices if at all possible? sorry dont know if thats useful

i am i just bailed on seeing friend in hospital tomorrow now everyone hates me

Not horrible and not a waste of air. It's not your fault you're not well enough to go and see your friend in hospital

Yeah, I might drop him another text and just hope he doesn't end up hating me