Mental Health Support Society XVI

i dont know what to do

Big hugs for everyone

The voices went away and let me do my conference presentation in peace AND I didn't fall over or say anything too daft.

TLG 1 - Voices 0

Anything we can help with?

not sure just feel really unsafe here.

Can you stay at a friends tonight?

I am a beacon of calm. Sure I'm running an hour late to a gig that I'm going to on my own and right now I want to curl up under the desk because my day keeps going wrong. But calm. Calm will be fine. I cycle and still make it there by 9 I have my ticket that I have printed off after leaving once and forgetting it and most importantly, I have cash and and ID so I can get cider as soon as I reach the place.
And I thought the gig itself would be the issue.

Cheers

I do want a tattoo just don't know where I want it!



Thanks!

How rude My dress sense is so odd. Sometimes I wear jeans and hoodies with a 'look at me and I'll stab you' look on my face but others I spend ages doing hair/make-up and really girly clothes

When we were little my sister and I got shouted at for screaming in the bat cave

Big hugs for everyone

The voices went away and let me do my conference presentation in peace AND I didn't fall over or say anything too daft.

TLG 1 - Voices 0

no my friends who are nearby are all going out tonight so i don't want to ruin their fun and everyone else is like 2+ hours away

Sorry I just stick to the jeans and hoodie bit
Did they scream back at you?



Well done! Glad they left you alone, hopefully it says like that



Don't know how much sense I'll make but around if talking would help


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thank you

i might do, how are oyu though??

Up to you I'm okish I guess, tired and low and out of it but I'll be alright.


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it's hard to construct sentences.

here if you need me though?

You don't need to be able to. I'll be alright, don't know what I'd say.


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Struggling so badly.
Actually considering rotting in my room.

can i help at all?

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feel like crying bc too many reminders and i need it to go away

That's so awesome!

Well done! Glad they left you alone, hopefully it says like that
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I got prescribed antidepressants today. Kind of relieved, but also feel like a huge failure. This sounds strange but i'm also worried about them working, and me having nothing to blame my stupidity/rubbishness on? As though I won't be able to function in the real, happy world.

I also have nobody to talk to. I'm a final year student at Cambridge and both my 2 absolute best friends in the world both have depression but are overcoming it and just starting to feel positive - there is no way I will be dragging them down and stressing them out with this. I don't feel i'm close enough to my other friends to talk about something this heavy with.

I feel really really alone. Having isolated myself for a while and avoided social events and spent so much time in bed, everyone just thinks I'm really lazy and boring at this point. I just want someone to talk to who will understand. Nobody here knows how much i'm struggling.

I find myself in lose-lose situations all the time. I don't like nights out, they cause anxiety and I try my best to avoid them. My friends know this and here lies the problem.
When they ask me to come out, I decline and thus it makes me feel bad cause they do mean well and like me enough to ask me, but I'm not comfortable. But some friends really do try and force me to go and it's just ARGHGRRRHJKJGHG.

I wish people just let me be me.