Something I'm trying to figure out. Isolation is probably caused by stress with my A levels, more time spent alone too. I don't have a social circle so I dont have a close confiding friendship that may otherwise help. Im not so much genetically predisposed to develop things like depression but I think certain personality characteristics make me more vulnerable (eg occasionally pessimistic, a perfectionist, neurotic, meaning that I could be prone to developing things like anxiety and depression) I get very anxious when my routine is interfered with, and there is a lot of self blame/abuse going on that I know I need to tackle. May be more vulnerable to it ATM too because of PMS. I get separation anxiety and so feel slightly uneasy when alone at home, but this only happens when I'm already feeling anxious and down from other factors. I could go on. I won't bore you with it, but I think its more environmental stressors than anything else.
thats sounds stressful, if you ever need to talk or vent the tsr community are here for you.
So unbelievably BORED! Not just at this particular moment but in life in general. I basically have five months of absolutely nothing before uni starts. I know most people will be like "I wish I had that problem" but this is driving me insane.
So unbelievably BORED! Not just at this particular moment but in life in general. I basically have five months of absolutely nothing before uni starts. I know most people will be like "I wish I had that problem" but this is driving me insane.
I remember feeling exactly like that before uni but honestly, those 5 months (unless you win the lottery) are likely to be the longest break you'll ever have from here on in. Even when you get a few weeks "off" at uni you're likely to have work to do and once you graduate and start working you'll only get about 3 weeks leave a year. So please make the most of it and don't wish it away. Read, exercise, sleep in, watch TV -do whatever makes you happy!