I know I should be revising tonight, I am so ridiculously behind where I would want to be right not and I can't even tell myself that I'll catch up and be able to do more because I don't know that I will. Just feel stressed about it all, I know next to nothing about 3 of my 4 subjects and I need to work faster to get through all the stuff but I don't know that I can. On top of that I'm trying to not get my hopes up about getting a room I want for next year because I might not get it and then that would make me feel down and mean I wouldn't revise as much but I have wanted one of these rooms since I started at the university and I might be able to get one.
Think I'm going to do something else tonight that isn't work because the idea of making more notes or reading through stuff just feels overwhelming and maybe it would be better to just try to relax for a bit (I tried earlier and ended up sending four emails that I had to write, organising a supervision and stressing out about rooms because there is so much I have to do). Think the headache that I'm currently dealing with is just from me stressing out too much as well.
Tempted to take half a dose of the meds I have to help me sleep because they just make me relax rather than knock me out and then take the rest of the dose when I actually go to bed just worried that then I won't sleep :/