almost scarily so, it's not a cure all or a fix it job, but I have a clear idea of what I want to achieve, even if I fall short it's something worth fighting for, just need to remember that I have people around me & thoughts in my head that make it worthwhile to keep on fighting
Literally 6 days left till deadlines, 2 essays left to do and I can't think AT ALL. My head/mind just isn't working. I can barely think of which room I need to go into when I stand up ffs.
Literally 6 days left till deadlines, 2 essays left to do and I can't think AT ALL. My head/mind just isn't working. I can barely think of which room I need to go into when I stand up ffs.
Oh I know that feeling so well. I can't think about anything/concentrate even for a minute. Good luck with essays and deadlines
Thanks, Nathanielle. It's just, I dunno, like I still haven't quite gotten used to it yet (despite having problems for years now). I always try to push myself, then feel **** about myself when I fail.
Just push yourself, but don't feel bad about yourself, when it doesn't work out. Although I am extremely bad in giving advice about that, having not found the right balance myself. But I bet, most people would say that about them and that the only reason, they do not feel bad about themselve, because they end up mediocre which is often enough and not because they would actually have the ability to push themselves all the time, beside never reaching.
This video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yL9UJVtgPZY I highly recommend it. And it's Anderson Cooper, I have so much respect for this guy so to see him struggling is really eye-opening.
Will watch it later.
The new avatar is only for the election, I'll have my Florida panther back soon enough; don't worry!
You mentioned a lot to do after uni; are you in your final year?
Soon have been forgetting to take meds in morning for the last few days which hasn't been helping sleep. Took them this morning and now am thinking that I should probably have not jumped from 4pm to 7am, had the initial feeling of not being able to eat and now that's passed I just feel quite drugged up.
And I have a supervision in half an hour that is covering depression. At least I don't need to do the reading, I may suggest some to the other medics if I can concentration for that long.
My stomach is ****ing killing me and all I want to do is go home and curl up in a ball but there's only me and two other girls in, no managers and just the three of us out of a team of 12, I ****ing hate IBS so much