can't find a girl have a serious relationship with because I use to be a male escort.

Since of the age of 21, now 25 I have been secretly been having sex with variety of different women, some of them quite older than me and some I regret totally.

I am a male escort, I started off just as hang outs through a older friend I met but long story through different people I started having sex with women for money, I know its common for women to do it, because of my looks I do get a lot of female attention. I do it simply because I can.

At first I thought I was cool and clever to do this and I was extremely active, usually see a woman every week/ 2 weeks, I always did at a hotel, flat, penthouse etc. Mainly business women who can't get any, usually the same women asking me.

Now I've got to the point where its totally boring me seeing these women and I don't think women would be interested in a serious relationship with me because of this. I've recently put it on hold and because I'm a student I have to hide it from people I know, some people already know because of facebook. images of me and women tagging me.

I've now got this reputation of having sex and people thinking thats all there is to me, I like to have a conversation with a woman to cares for me but no. I've been into clubs and I get girls coming up to me, usually some dumb fat chav with everything hanging out or some poser thinking shes gods gift to men but boring to talk to. Just sick and tired of it and I regret what i've done.

I know i'm being somewhat hypocritical but I don't want to be with a girl just because she likes the look of me, I feel like I want someone to actually care about me, I have few friends men hate me because of it so I just feel so lonely.

My question is this, how do break the cycle so I do find someone, should I stop? would you go out with knowing this?

Reply 1

mel1992

First thing is do you want to end the cycle, you state that you have had a break from the escort job , how have you found that and could you stop it completely ? Most girls would understand that everyone has a past and it would not affect many, if it did then thats their problem, you seem intelligent and thoughtful and trust me that's hard to find in a guy.

Reply 2

Maryooma

As I was reading your texts my thoughts were 'is this what you want to do with your life? Having sex?" Is there anything better you want? Anyway good luck finding your future wife...

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Reply 3

Anonymous #1

Original post by mel1992

I could probably stop but I would still get the women who pay me coming after me, to be frank I wouldn't see that kind of money again, I'm a student too so at the moment i'm focusing on that but I don't see any afterlife once my course has finished. Thanks for the compliment.

Reply 4

Anonymous #1

Original post by icdjabtjk

why dont you make a dating profile on a few sites and write some of these things on there, so you're being honest, and maybe someone will read your profile and understand.

maybe but aren't those sites just full of idiots. I've used tinder before just full of barbie girls up themselves so I deleted it.

Reply 5

AvaAdore

I'd date you. Ex heroin addict with an ex hooker, we could sell our story to That's Life! or some other terrible publication.

Reply 6

mel1992

Original post by Anonymous

I am sure there be a job surrounding the course your studying after you have completed it , but I do understand that the money is a big draw back to that type of work .Just a quick thought and please correct me if I am wrong,as my knowledge surrounding escorting is not that great, could you reduce the amount of what you do with these women, could you just meet them for drinks meals but not sleep with them. That could mean when you go in to a serious relationship a girl is more likely to accept that you still meet with these women and there are boundaries and it will also help you with money and also to slowly remove yourself from a lifestyle that you have been fully involved with for several years. Just a thought might be a load of rubbish and impossible to do :smile:

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