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Reply 8220

Pathway

i just dontt want to be alone right now bc im not sure if im safe or not

Reply 8221

Airmed

just had to take another zopiclone because I have a super busy day later on today (Friday) and I need my sleep.

I need to tell my nurse and therapist this later on today. Stupid insomnia is back.

Reply 8222

Pathway

At nightline but acared to go in :frown:

Reply 8223

moment of truth

Original post by smozsolution

My doctor has increased my Prozac dosage to 40mg.

Been feeling proper awful tonight because I've realised how much this damn illness has taken off me :frown:

Original post by Pathway

i just dontt want to be alone right now bc im not sure if im safe or not

Reply 8224

Pathway

Original post by moment of truth

Thank yiy inhope youre ok

Original post by hexagonalRod

Hey

Reply 8227

Pathway

was on the phone to samaritans helpeed a bit

Reply 8228

Jay84

Ugh. Couldn't sleep and ended up going casino and blowing another couple of hundred quid. Just got in and now I have to get in the shower and go to work after a frantic night of gambling and no sleep for the second time this week.

I have my money paid into someone else's account to help save me from myself and I already had to go to them once this week and tell them I blew it and needed more cash and now I will have to do it again tomorrow because they are going away and I need to pay for travel.

It is horrible in the casino too. At 4am on a weekday morning, it is only really the full-on addicts and we are generally an unpleasant bunch when in action. So disgusted with myself yet again. Getting out of control. When I feel like this, self destructive and compulsive behaviour is all I can focus on.

Reply 8229

Sabertooth

Original post by Nathanielle

Totally get the unmotivating thing about a battle scar degree...it is not you walk around with a medal. (Though probably no one is happy he had to fight that hard, even if it is admired. Everyone would have prefered not to.)

And you are never to old to learn new skills! Most people who think they are to old regret it later... I have no idea how it works with apprenticeships and things like that in the US, but it is worth to have a look. Maybe there is something for you?

You're right. I don't put my mental health on my CV or cover letters either so I assume that employers look at that grade and throw it right in the trash.

I'd have to convince my wife. Right now she doesn't see any of this a problem, but I guess it's not her that will be working the crappy clerical job - which is all I can see in the future at the moment. :frown:

What's this project you're having trouble with? Could you go see your personal tutor and talk it over with him/her? Happy to hear you're doing fine otherwise though :smile:

Reply 8230

hexagonalRod

Original post by Crystalz

Hey

How you doin' today..

Reply 8231

Meaty_man

Original post by Jay84

I feel you with the whole self destructive behaviours, i also have my own that i tend to focus on in the night time when thoughts are swamping me.

Any more thoughts on ways you can deal with the gambling thing? Good luck at work today, im sure you'll get through it even if its a bit rough :hugs:

Reply 8232

Airmed

I put up a photo of myself wearing the lipstick and I'm getting likes for it on Facebook. It's making me feel a little bit better.

Reply 8233

Little Popcorns

Original post by Crystalz

Sorry to hear that, I can honestly sympathise since my relatives are the same. It's unfair but at least your mum is supportive and understands. Hopefully after a frank discussion your nan will understand more? Perhaps you could try and talk/explain to her?

You're right at least my mums supporting me and trying to make her understand :smile:

. I think I'll leave that to my mum, don't need to be trying to persuade my gran of my problems.

How're you? Did you manage to make your appointment?

Original post by CescaD96

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Yeah it is difficult when you need support and help (I don't have ED problems but it's the same with all MH issues) and some people just can't understand that you don't need a kick up the butt but instead patience and care. Hope you're having a okay morning :smile:

Reply 8234

Airmed

Original post by Little Popcorns

You're right at least my mums supporting me and trying to make her understand :smile:

. I think I'll leave that to my mum, don't need to be trying to persuade my gran of my problems.

How're you? Did you manage to make your appointment?

Yeah it is difficult when you need support and help (I don't have ED problems but it's the same with all MH issues) and some people just can't understand that you don't need a kick up the butt but instead patience and care. Hope you're having a okay morning :smile:

my ED issues have developed now. :frown:

But I hope you're having an ok morning too.