How are you feeling right now?

I miss a certain someone- wish I could just show him how much he means to me,
I've got nothing to do either than revise and the boredom is making me feel like ****,
Exam stress

always a stressful time exams, all i can say for that is just keep going and look forward to the lovely long summer you can have after they are done. i'm not sure i'd be much help with the missing someone

I hate to be a pessimist but I often dislike summer because I get so bored :L
Meh. I'm sure I'll be alright

you might get bored but at least you'll be able to wake up and think "ah no revision to do today"

I guess,
Thanks for acknowledging- much appreciated

is just listening to music

I might watch a movie or something

One ok rock?

The conjuring?



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I am also suffering from depression and have contemplated suicide at some point, too. It is good that you can take a positive from such a horrible situation. I'm guessing you were quite close to her?

You can always PM me if you ever need to talk or anything

Nope nightcore typically

And I might watch Insidious

Ahhh- I just listened, its pretty good.

Ahahahah- I haven't seen that one before. Sounds good

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I don't feel like **** for once

Ah, then you will fully understand and empathise how depression actually feels like (because a lot of people don't fully understand). Hope you're doing okay today Indeed, I'm starting to think more positively now and it's helping me a lot Well, relatively yes. I went to primary school with her for about 4 years and then never kept in contact that much, except for an occasional message or two on social media. She went to a grammar school and succeeded very well at GCSE; left that school after GCSE and went to a college, got into uni and sadly didn't make it through the end of first year
I'm planning to send her a message along with a piano piece for her on her wall

That is extremely kind of you - I definitely will do

Ikrrrr....

A lot of people don't understand what it is like, I wish more people that knew me did understand, cause then it would be so much easier. Today has been okayish, but the last few days have been hard. Hope you are alright today, too

Ahh, fair enough. Even though you weren't that close and hardly spoke to her over the last few years, it still must have been devastating to hear the news that could have easily been me, not lasting through the first year of uni That sounds good

Yeah, you see, it's something people always think "it's inside your head" My mum says that all the time Well, know that I know how you feel I may not know your exact situation but I know what you're feeling when you're down Ah, that's still good to hear that you've done well for today Keep the motivation for the hard days as a way of improving the days ahead of you - I always do that and it's helped me a lot. Give it a go and you'll see a difference
I'm doing alright today; just finishing my final assignment of the year then I'm done for summer!

Oh yeah, it was seriously devastating It was only last week that she posted a photo on fb sitting in a room with her flatmates laughing and then on Tuesday, I hear all of this I was updated on the news of her death and found that she had gone to a club (presuming Sunday night), came back and then hung herself I couldn't take it.. I cried the whole of Tuesday night, but now I'm feeling better because I realise that God took her for a reason and she's safe with him now

Noo Well, I'm glad you made it through first year successfully in one piece Was it the shock of grades that made you think in that way? Or.. living away from home? Tbh I could have gone in the first year of A levels, but thought about it and painfully waited.. it's all good now and I'm surviving "Problem" is, is that I spend more time pondering on how I should commit than actually going ahead with the plan