Awful. Just want to cry. Lately all I've wanted to do is just cry and normally I'm good at hiding my misery but lately I've noticed it's started to seep through to the way I talk verbally and online too...it's not like anybody notices. But I have. I hate this feeling, wallowing in self-pity, jealousy, bitterness, all these angry emotions which are completely changing my character.
TL;DR awful
P.S can I just say how much I love this thread...and being able to randomly come here to blurt out my feelings every so often.