It gave me the complete opposite effect it made me euphoric. Which allowed me to open up about my problems. See I am an incredibly reserved person in real life and nobody would be able to tell to terrible things I gone through. I do not share my life with anyone. But the sertraline allowed me to talk about myself and allowed me to resolve many of my problems which I had been facing for many years.
Once I felt I was able to live in the real world and I became tired of the side effects I took myself off the meds and had no come down life many others do. One day I just stopped taking them. I was content with my life and had gotten over the death if my best friend. I still have bad days such as the anniversary of his death or his birthday but that is to be expected. And weirdly about a week ago I was watching a.police programme where a young man tried to kill himself and it really touched me. Leading me to cry for a few hours. I know it sounds silly, but i want to be honest as I can be. Sure I miss him but there is nothing I can do. He killed himself 3 years ago and I have come to accept that there was nothing I could have done.
Regret is a useless feeling as there is nothing that one can do now to change the past. We must move on. However with my experience of great loss I can help others going through similar situation and help them to see light on the other side.
I can see that I am rambling but this is a subject I am incredibly passionate about, I do not want others to waste their lives by leaving life early when there is still hope even if they cannot see it. I have faced incredible hardships and have come out the other side successful.
I want to help others to do the same. Talking can make all the difference between life and death.
When I say this I really do mean it. If anyone wants to talk please do not hesitate to pm me. I would be more than happy to help you in any way that I can.
Edit: also thank you for your support it is appropriated. Sorry I forgot to mention that earlier I got carried away.
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