I assume the title got your attention, so to start off with, I'm sure it's not an uncommon situation for a student to get an undesirable grade at GCSE and end up changing his/her subject choices for A-level, nor is it uncommon to not know what you want to do in the future when going into A-level, but In my case I knew what I wanted to do and it was jumbled up with clashing ideas of what I wanted to do (Arts vs Science and Maths) I studied harder than ever before for my GCSE and ended up going from D grades to A grades in some cases. For Maths I got B, for core science I got a B, but for additional science; I received a C grade, which was somewhat devastating but I figured I would be content with picking more 'creative subjects'. I wasn't.
I told one of the enrollment/teacher people that I wanted to be an animator in the future If I couldn't do physics and so they recommended to me the great, wonderful and well taught subject; ICT BTEC!
I took their recommendation on board and picked both single and double for that subject, I also picked Art and English (With the intention of going into the animation industry) and so began year 12.
The next year of my life played out a little bit like this:
"Hey sir, can you give me some pointers for this task?"
"Read the specification"
"I read the specification and I'm asking you to explain in more detail"
"Read the spec"
"But I-"
"Read it."
Essentially, I hated that subject (both technically)
Since it counted as 2 subjects I couldn't only drop one and stay in year 13, so I had to improvise. I asked if it was possible to drop both ICT'S and start a new AS subject at the start of Y13 and they said yes.
Sadly as the year went on I really started to doubt a career as an animator, I started completely losing interest in the field, I stopped animating at home and ICT really showed me how bland it would be to sit in front on a computer all day, slaving away at either written work, or constantly drawing new frames over the previous ones.
(Not trying to discourage anyone else from the career/subject)
It was at this point my adolescent existential crisis kicked in once again and I looked for a possibility of what I wanted in the future, I really saw nothing.
Physics was the only thing I really wanted to do back then that C grade in additional science has haunted me ever since GCSE results day.
I replaced I.T with History going into Y13 and now I'm just looking for options.
I tried to get into a bunch of different colleges (My sixth form wont let me restart my A levels) during the summer but I applied too late because my decision came too late, tried to go to enrollment, a bunch of **** happened, they couldn't get a reference from my school blah blah..
Essentially I want to study Physics and Maths somewhere where they would allow me into a course with that C, or find some secret bribery method to make teachers put me onto any course I want.
I'm done with the life story now, really I'm just looking for any advice or input anyone has on this, it would be really appreciated.
TL;DR: C in additional science, couldn't do physics, ICT teaches you how to read, dreams fade away, I like to complain, applied too late for colleges, love is evil.