HI
I think I previously wrote this but I'm freaking out even more now since my HAT is soon and I just want to prepare my self.
So i was wondering if you could give me some advice? i applied to Oxford (pembroke college) to do history but I'm worried about my chances there. i got mostly Bs and Cs in my gcse's ( I know it's terrible ) but my ucas advisor told me that because I'm a bright student (apparently) and because my high school is one of the worst schools in manchester (only 40% got 5 A*-C's) I should give it a shot. Also my KS5 education got disturbed when my college failed their Ofsted 3 times (great stuff), my history class got canceled in December and I had to drop it. It was basically not so great. so i moved to another college and it was hectic and really depressing tbh because i know I'm capable of doing great but it just seems like perhaps it's not really meant to be but for some stupid reason I applied. I wanted to give myself a chance, it's not normal feels kinda surreal to even apply but I know as British African applicant from an estate who did not so great to say the least in her gcses I'll get rejected. But just thought you know why not really? I am estimated A*A A and i just got accepted to KCL ,UOM&Warwick which i am super pleased about but i just wanted to know my chances at oxford doing history, is it realistic ? If I do well in my HAT will they consider me? Will they even read my personal statement? I feel like withdrawing my application and applying somewhere else.
It's okay you can be honest- I just want to know.Thank you!