Hi everyone,
I am a student currently in my final year in University doing Computer Science.
I am a hard working student, I have received a 1st in both first and second year but recently something happened.
I am currently in my second semester and for the life of me I realised that I do not want to further my career in computing. Hear me out...
Recently in the past few months I have lost my passion with computers amongst many other things. I then found out that I suffer from stress, anxiety and depression. I am 22 yrs old and have never ever felt like this before.
Currently I am on medication and will be doing CBT plus one-to-one counselling sessions soon to help combat it but its been a slow process.
Support from family members and friends is limited. Everyday is a challenge without having panic attacks in University, home or even during sleep.
Any negative aspects such as the news or arguments between family members or friends brings me down badly.
The university work to me now feels too hard and I cant concentrate and bring myself to continue. Now I am worried I will fail and my mental health is making it more worse and I dont know what to do.
I have looked at options such as retaking but unsure if I will be "fixed" before the academic year starts.
I am thinking of just getting 300 credit for an ordinary degree but what worries me is that everyone is asking for a 2.1 in jobs, this is what worries me the most.
I was then thinking of doing a part time Open Degree top up with my credit transfers from my previous years but unsure of what areas I am interested in anymore. Maybe something in Business IT but nothing solid.
If given the choice I would have chosen another Course but for obvious reasons, student finance will not fund me for it because ive used 3 of the 4 years possible.
If retaking another year or for a top up on the OU degree I can then only get the funding just the once and what worries me is that if I fail that then I have no idea what to do next.
Sorry for the long post.
Can anyone help me?