That's what I mean . . clearly something wrong with me
. My list isn't long like I have seen of some girls.
I've never ever had the treatment of being spoiled and etc; Valentines Day I found extremely hard, to the point I was reduced to tears. Yes I know I need to grow a pair but when people rub that in your face constantly and all you want is the same, is hard.
Coffee shops and Tinder, I've tried. Hobbies, I dance, although that's predominately females.
I work with a mix of people however the majority are in their 40s so married, with kids. There are no men of my age there.
So I don't know . .I really don't!