*a* Tell them it ain't none of their beeswax, sister!
*b* Your best is the best you can do
Don't torture yourself over your grades, especially as you have so much on your plate already. (I'm not saying dismiss them just don't beat yourself up so much!)
*c* There is so much wrong with this
Why would it be a joke? I can see that you know it's just a mindset that you are in but this still makes me really sad. Maybe you need just a bit of a boost to your self esteem?
Try thinking about it from their perspective You go over to talk to this girl (this smart and amazing yet somehow insecure girl
) and she listens to you and talks to you, but you feel like she's suspicious of you for no reason? Or waiting for a punch line? This might put the guys down a bit or maybe make them feel that you are unobtainable as a friend/permanent girlfriend? (which might be the reason they approach you directly for sex?) I really don't know what your encounters are like but
if someone has made the time and effort to speak to you then I don't think they are judging you harshly/joking with your feelings! You are queen of leggings and baggy t-shirts after all!
I thought you'd like this emoji btw