I thought cutting contact helps you move on and forget?

I didn't explain her why, I just cut her off, blocked her and "moved on".

Aww

You poor soul. It could be worse though, imagine if she just cut you off, blocked you and moved on, without explaining why.

Well that's Karma for being a bit of a **** then isn't it

This girl and I met over summer a few years ago, became instantly infatuated and progressively the feelings developped...

Her actions spoke louder than her words... we would have very, very, special moments in bed, in romantic spots in her town and sometimes around her friends. We were extremely attracted to one another and it was all very emotional for both of us.

I managed to handle the emotions though and always waited for her to make the romantic moves (i.e progressing the relationship).


Anyway, I cut contact with her because I noticed it wasn't going anywhere any more. We live in different countries so it was impossible to progress to commitment.


I didn't explain her why, I just cut her off, blocked her and "moved on".


2 years later, I still feel so strong for her. I still sob if I'm reminded about her, which is quite often.

I'll smell her scent, I'll see pictures of her town, I'll watch films or clips... it's tormenting.

I've had relationships since, but again, it doesn't feel real and I've never been 100% into them.


I thought cutting her off would help me move on and inevitably move on, but I haven't - I still haven't.

I think about her almost everyday.

I have to be brutally honest OP because you've been living in lala land for two years, in a prison of your own making/

OP you get one life, one shot and you are squandering it on some chick who really doesn't matter shiz!! You've put her on a pedestal, made a projection of her and now you are just being foolish and reckless. Many other women have probably passed you by, and will continue to while you weep for this woman who doesn't and will never weep for you.

The thing is there is something missing in you and this is nothing to do with her. You have latched onto her to fill that void. You probably don't feel worthy of someone who likes you or reciprocates you'd rather hold onto this memories of someone who is not into you. You have serious work to do my friend. I can only say this because I've been there, in fact I'm still emerging out of it. And to be honest it is a pathetic waste of life and I don't want you to go through it. I'm female. I hope you find your freedom soon.

This girl and I met over summer a few years ago, became instantly infatuated and progressively the feelings developped...

Her actions spoke louder than her words... we would have very, very, special moments in bed, in romantic spots in her town and sometimes around her friends. We were extremely attracted to one another and it was all very emotional for both of us.

I managed to handle the emotions though and always waited for her to make the romantic moves (i.e progressing the relationship).


Anyway, I cut contact with her because I noticed it wasn't going anywhere any more. We live in different countries so it was impossible to progress to commitment.


I didn't explain her why, I just cut her off, blocked her and "moved on".


2 years later, I still feel so strong for her. I still sob if I'm reminded about her, which is quite often.

I'll smell her scent, I'll see pictures of her town, I'll watch films or clips... it's tormenting.

I've had relationships since, but again, it doesn't feel real and I've never been 100% into them.


I thought cutting her off would help me move on and inevitably move on, but I haven't - I still haven't.

I think about her almost everyday.