Basically I need to let this out. Feel free to chime in and add solutions. I don't know exactly where this should go so feel free to tell me if I got it wrong. I'm in the Southern Hemisphere btw, so our school year has just started (AS Level equivalent).
My physics teacher is so annoying. I used to be down at the very back of the class, and she starts picking on me over the other back people probably just because she's memorised my name and could see me more clearly. She has a very confrontational style of teaching, in that she writes a random problem on the board, talks throughout you working it out, then picks on random people to answer it about a minute later.
I need time to process information, and usually the process can be sped up with everyone quiet which is why I do alright in exams. However, I'm halfway through the problem every time and she asks what my answer is. This became a regular habit after I failed to answer the second time. Basically, I'm honest with her and say I haven't done it. Naturally she yells at me in front of the class and so the following times I turn to my classmates answers. Again, yelled at because apparently I won't have my classmates there in the exam with me (I will, but they'll be quiet. And I don't see you picking on people who talk to people to get their answers, ms). The final straw that put me to the front of the class was that someone at my table asked me a question. Turned my head and opened my mouth to answer it and she yelled at me for talking. I said that my classmate was the one talking and she sent me to the front. She said she would not have anyone failing at the back, even though the only reason I ever fail tests is because I don't put the effort in. I was this time.
Did I improve? I'm now bit faster with my processing, but that's only because I'm nervous as hell whenever I do them. I've been diagnosed with generalised anxiety (whatever that excuse gives me nowadays) so I've got a big problem with that. An even bigger concern for me is that I want to take physics next year and I enjoy the subject. This teacher would be good if she would change her teaching style to something a bit more relaxed, but as it is she makes me feel extremely uncomfortable. The chances of getting her next year above 50/50, and I don't want my last year of secondary school to be plagued with difficulty.
Rant over. Suggestions on how to deal with this are welcome.