No need to apologise at all. It's perfectly fine
I was the same at school
Don't let any of that get to you though, because I think you're an awesome person who would be great to know in real life!
(I have met more people that I have a lot in common with on this forum than in real life, and I've been on here a while
) I don't know a lot of people in real life who even share the same music taste as me
and...to be honest, I can't exactly say I have a lot of proper friends nowadays
So yeah...
My day has been okay, thank you