So.
When I was 18 I decided against going to Uni after sixth form, I don't regret that, I just wasn't ready, I didn't know what I wanted to do and I never really put any effort into seriously considering Uni.
After a few years of working in various retail jobs I'm thinking maybe I need to give it a go. I currently work at Tesco and I have no desire to go higher in the company. I don't want to work in retail anymore, but I am unable to get a job which isn't in retail due to lack of experience. 23 isn't that old, but I feel like time is running out to start down a completely different career path. Plus, many people my age are married and have multiple children, something that makes going to Uni as a "mature student" tricky, I don't have any real ties? Is that the right word? You get what I mean.... Side note, I love that anyone over 21 is classed as a mature student, I feel like I should start looking at retirement homes too.
But would Uni really help me? The debt genuinely frightens me, I know it shouldn't but it does. I don't want to spend 3 years and thousands of pounds just to end up in the same situation i'm in at the moment. Blame/praise my parents for bring me up with the idea that all loans and debt is evil and should be avoided. Even signing up to Netflix and Spotify freaked me out.
I am passionate about film and TV, and would likely do a film production course, its a large area and it something I believe I would be good at. I have zero contacts and friends within this industry, I live in the north in a town full of builders and ex-miners, nowhere near any media related jobs. The Uni's i'm looking at are mainly in London, which has significantly more opportunities. The downside again being London is expensive as balls.
The social life has never been a major appeal to me. Making new friends is cool, and I don't mind going out every now and again, but recently i turned down a night out because I preferred to watch Saturday Night Takeaway instead. So that kinda sums up that aspect.
I've rambled on enough. If you've made it this far, thanks, perhaps you could share your opinion
TLDR: Just another millennial going through a quarter-life crisis, typical eh?