i just really need to let it out i'm so sorry
i have my gcse's in exactly two months from now and currently my head is spinning. i have such high expectations and i'm terrified
i chose to do music gcse, and our deadlines are coming up soon, however, for my coursework, i have to do two compositions, an appraisal, which is an essay (and i have no idea what to write), and two performances. i have not completed any of this because my teacher isn't telling us what to do and isnt giving me much help and i'm quite lost. on top of everything, revision, other coursework, etc, i'm in such stress, which, one year ago, i told myself i wouldn't become so stressed this year. i want to drop music, because i'm probably going to get a low grade anyways, but my exam officer won't let anyone drop their subjects
i also do latin as an extra gcse, and i've been doing this for one year. i have a class once a week during term times and we have to learn about the roman history aspect. i don't know how to revise for history (i do geog, and it's completely different) and so i don't know where to begin and how to revise it (it's long pages of text and idk what to revise?!?!?!)
i also have to do my geog coursework and it's so long and probably 80% of people are in the same position as me right now but i don't know what to do and i can't focus on revision and it's making me even more !!! that i cannot concentrate and sigh i just want good grades why is year 11 so hard
sorry for rambling i just needed to let it out ugh