Original post by believeteam22Can I send her this email? Is it a bad idea?
"I want you to know a few things...U said I will never change. But I willchange. And I won’t disturb you again or insist. I will just respect yourdecision that you don’t want me as a friend anymore.But I don’t want to end this in a bad way.So I will just say everything from my heart...Sorry I kept emailing but I didn’t know howelse to contact you. I know I made myself look like an idiot but I just couldn’tbelieve that we were not friends anymore, my heart couldn’t believe it and itwasn’t easy to accept.I’m sorry for a lot of things. I’m sorryfor my bad attitude, for acting like a kid, etc.The thing I regret is that I couldn’tcontrol my feelings and emotions. I think if I was patient and I waited, wewould be friends again, but I made a mistake and things happened very quicklyand I guess I have to live with that and learn from it.The reason I became jealous was because Iwas afraid of losing you from my life. And I guess that pushed you away and thething that I was scared of, ended up happening.For a long time, you treated me like aclose friend, or best friend, I was important for you, and I was happy likethat. But then, I became stupid and childish during last summer and I couldn’tcontrol my emotions and it strained our friendship. And I really regret that.I know you don’t like me anymore, and thathurts me, but I know I am to blame.We are not friends for more than 5 weeksnow and I have been thinking about our friendship and I really miss having youas a friend. But I know, it’s not possible to be friends now, so I will just rememberthe good memories with you.For me, you were a good friend. I reallyenjoyed my time with you. And I hope in someway, I made you happy during ourfriendship.We ate together, laughed together, workedtogether, helped each other, bought each other gifts, paid for each other, etc.I won’t forget all this.I hope you will forgive me for all thethings I said and whenever I did something to make u angry or sad.I know I can’t do anything to change yourmind, but I just wanted you to know all this.I’m very sad I will finish uni withoutbeing your friend but I understand it’s life.I hope you are ok, I hope you finish uniwith a good grade, and I hope everything is good for you.I hope you will always be happy and I hopeyou have a good life.Thank you for everythingGoodbyeTake care"