Why do I feel so depressed after losing my virginity?

Hi i'm a boy and only a few days ago I lost my virginity to my best friend of over 3 years, I barely see her/talk to her since both moving to uni September 4 hours apart. However her uni finished early, so she says she'd come down and visit me, on the night we had quite a bit to drink in the club and when we got back we just had sex however we were both sober at that point, At the time it just feel so right, and we went on for over an hour (I didn't *** at all) and when she orgasmed we just stopped and went to bed, the next morning waking up to each other naked, i first thought it'll be awkward but carried on talking like best friends and reminiscing on the past. She had to leave the later the afternoon but since then I've been feeling very depressed and have been thinking of her every singlee moment! Or maybe I know that I won't be hearing from her soon as that was the first time we talked/saw each other in months

U sound like a grill. Grow up move onto the next.

Maybe because you never planned on it actually happening like that? And it's with someone you consider as a best friend? I guess losing your virginity is a feeling of things being "Final". Also you know you wouldn't see you best friend so much cos of uni so maybe that's really difficult. How are you feeling now? Do you fancy her? You should talk it over together so things are out in the open as even though it doesn't feel awkward you may both have inner feelings of awkwardness/upset/fancying each other x

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How can you tell?

It's actually not, the more people you have sex with the more you'll learn to detatch the sex from the attachment, often when people lose their virginity they feel like this because of the seperation attachment that comes after it. They haven't learned how to deal with it yet.

How? Lol its in guys nature to crave many girls. Im confused to how he doesn't feel this way and is so stuck on one girl..

I was talking about the "You sound like a girl, move on to the next one". It sounded very trollish, and rather sexist.

Ohh i see yh idc

All of a sudden I feel deeply in love with her, feelings that I never had before during in high school when we were best friends, However I mean the morning afterwards when she was still here it felt so natural and normal, we were just still in bed for hours just laughing at the past, talking about whats been happening with our lives. It was never awkward at all, it was only when she had to get back home and said her goodbye that I knew I wouldn't get to see her for months.
since coming to uni I've always found it hard messaging old friends as sometimes it feels as if I would be bothering them, so i don't really bother + won't know what to say

Ohhh please tell her how you feel! If you felt so comfortable around each other after sleeping together it seems like a sign you're "meant" to be. It seems like it's probably better to see how a relationship goes than not bother as the thought of what could have been could eat you up. Get talking to her, you can make it work in different cities. Yeah I see what you mean about old friends, I've felt like that too x

First time , 1 hour lmao

Right...

*when she pretended to orgasm we just stopped and went to bed.... Tbf I couldn't finish on my first time but I cut it shorter than 1 hour after getting bored, not sure how common that is.