Living life on the edge: Me and my crazy life

What happened to the unicorn thread?

Oh when you tagged me and I wanted to see the message it said it can't be seen. But I noticed now the thread is working.

Awww ! Yes because I did advertising to gain some vites for a volunteer projet , but I didn't know I could not so the post has been deleted but yes the thread is still going

Oh ok. I was worried there for a second

Living life on the edge - Me and my crazy life: Bullying

I just wanted to start off this post by saying a massive thankyou to everyone who has read my blog so far! I really appreciate you all taking the time to read and comment on it! I hope you continue to enjoy it as much as I enjoy writing it!

My experiences of being bullied in college:

Today's post (as mentioned before) will be about my experiences of bullying in college.I was never bullied in high school so I won't comment on that.

After I failed to get into A-Levels because my GCSE results weren't good enough, my only option was to go to college. So I applied and was accepted onto a BTEC Level 3 Engineering Course. Now the first year was perfectly fine. I had no issues at all and achieved the highest grade possible.
Now the second year (which I'm on currently) is a different story! From September un November, everything was fine. But then my closest friend got an apprenticeship and left and then everyone turned against me!

Everyone had been nice to me at that point, I'd been included in conversations that were had and I was never left behind when going to lunch.However, this all changed during the month of December. I went into college one morning and went into lesson. No one said anything to me, so I didn't say anything in return (I'm extremely quiet anyway). Then comes lunchtime. Now, I left the classroom and waited outside for everyone. They all came out in a big group, turned and stared at me and then literally ran away!!! I was confused as to why they did that. So I went and sat in my car alone and had lunch. Then the next day was the exact same! They knew I had parked in the college (parking is limited and none of them got spaces) but yet still chose to run away from me and walk in the pouring rain outside. So I got in my car and beeped my horn in anger when I drove past them. I may have also performed a inappropriate gesticulation!

So after this I decided that I would go and enjoy lunch by myself (I was bored with them, they spent 100% of the time complaining about literally everything). But this wasn't the end. During lessons I noticed that people were speaking about me (indirectly). They were making fun of me for being quiet. I've been quiet my whole life and this was the first time that anyone had ever made fun of me for it in a non banterous manor. I was upset by this fact and went home feeling really down and dejected. From then on it only got more and more common. Everyone (and I mean everyone) on the course had turned against me! They were all taking the piss out of me being quiet. They said things like: "I'm gonna throw a party but no ones allowed to say anything incase *** speaks", "are you mentally ill, people shouldn't be this quiet, you must be mentally damaged" "your New Years resolution should be to speak" things along those lines!They then started asking really personal questions to only me! Things about relationships (sex mainly, whether I would do it fast, slow etc...), what celebrities I would have sex with, why I haven't got a girlfriend (then they'd take the piss because I haven't had a girlfriend before and that I've never had sex either. They use their girlfriends as sex toys, I'm strongly against that!!!). They asked me who my celebrity crush was (which is fair enough) so I told them someone I liked (not my favourite though) and since then they've taken the piss out of me for that too! They also ask me things about porn and masturbation! Is refuse to answer those (or I answer falsely to shut them up).They also try and touch me down below (and I mean physically going for it and attempting to get their hands down my pants!!! That's absolutely disgusting and out of order!!!).

This happened non stop for around 3 months. It may not sound like much but it felt awful for me. Then just last week, within 5 minutes of entering the classroom I was called: Blind, Thick and was nearly punched! Yeah you read that right, punched!I was looking out of the window and someone thought I was looking at them. They then got super aggressive towards me before they saw a teacher coming towards the classroom (yup, we were unattended) and backed off!I'm unable to tell the teachers about this.

1. Because they won't do anything because they like everyone else better than me (because they're not quiet)
2. They're not very good at the confidential part of confidentiality.

Everyone will find out and then I'll be beaten up, big time!!!It's gotten me really down in these recent months. All of there sniggering every time I actually say something! I can't share any of my ****ing interests without someone sniggering loudly about it!I just can't wait to get out of this hell hole! It's driving me crazy!!!

That's all for this post! I've got plenty more to say on the matter but that will have to wait for future posts!

I've got an announcement to make! I've received a request for a guest post on bullying (I'll keep the user anon for now).So the next post will be their story.

I'm open for these requests. Just PM me if you're interested in adding a post to the blog on a related subject!

As always, thanks for taking the time to read my blog. I really appreciate it!

Next time: Guest Post!

Ah, I'm sorry you had to go through this. It's so sad to think that people can be so horrible to innocent people like you
I've been bullied a lot before but never to this extent or anything near this.
Oh well, I guess it's just a matter of months before you leave so you'll just have to keep strong in the meanwhile Plus you'll never get to see them again.
I know you can do it, you've already been through a lot

Its not been great tbh. Ive no idea what ive done tbh. I guess im not allowed to be quiet
Oh im sorry to hear that! All bullying is serious!
Yeah only 2 more months of this left. Im trying to stay strong but theyre extremely persistant!
I sure hope i dont have to see them again. That would be awful!
Thanks!
Thankyou for reading btw! Means a lot!

@FireFreezer77 Hey! Thank you for tagging me! I have begun reading your blog now

Oh my word is all i can say, i am so sorry that they bullied you in that way as it is totally out of order
I seems as tho these people havent even bothered to get to know you before acting in such a discusting and immiture way. (If they had taken the liberty to, they would have realised how lowely you are)
I have never heard of something going on like this in real life as it is more than just bullying, these 'people' have violated your personal rights, which is not on. Its horrid to know that these types of people get away with such nasty actions.

I really hope they have seen sense and stopped this now, as i would hate to think of such a nice person like you having to put up with brain dead morons

Hey! Thanks for reading!! I appreciate it!

Im not sure what ive done wrong tbh. They laugh at my taste in cars (i mentioned before they love Vauxhalls). Im a JDM fan (Japanese cars).
No they barely know me! They just dont like me being quiet!
Aww thankyou!
Ive heard of it before but never seen it. And now its happening to me.
Theyve been touching me! Ugh thats been awful
Theyre not getting away with it! I can guarantee it!

Unfortunately theyre still going!
Thanks! People on here like you have helped me a lot!
Thankyou!!!!!!

Hey! Its not a problem! Was rather interesting (but quite sad also :/)
I know what you mean about that, i havent been bullies in that way, but it leaves you thinking 'what did i actually do'. People like this are what my 76 yr old nan would call 'scum of the earth' (harsh but true) . And you have an awesome taste in cars (just because they like their chavvy vauxhalls)

Thats so horrid, they dont even know you yet think its acceptable to behave in thay way! Which of course it is not

Its true!

I find what they are doing discusting, have you thought about contacting the police? Sexual assault is illegal and this needs to be stopped, i hope they get what they deserve soon.

Aww i think discussing it does help a little, however someone really needs to inteveen at your college and put an end to it. If it was know that (if) teachers did know of it and did nothing that there would be serious consequences

Im glad you found it interesting! Theres still more to add to this yet btw
Exactly! Im glad youve not had to go through it!
No i agree. Thats 100% true what your nan said.
Thanks! You do too! Saw a very nice RS4 Avant the other day Sounded good too!
Damn Vauxhalls! Theyre rubbish!

I know more about them tbh and i dont want to get to know them anymore tbh.
I ****ing hate them!



I havent tbh. I dont dont really want to do that.
I hope they get what they deserve. They all use their girlfriends as sex toys too and they make sure everyone knows when they dont get it!

I agree! It has helped to get it out and get others advice!
The teachers are crap so i havent told them. Theyre not very good at the condifentiality aspect of confidential!!

You're more than welcome as always

Aw no is there really? grrrr these people make me feel sick
Haha my nan is very knowledgable in who she thinks are scum and thank goodness yes! I wouldnt wish what your going through on my worst enemy.

Oooh awesome! On the way to school i walk pasy some of the posh houses and one has recently got an S5 (i was literally swooning over the car ) i dont get when they like Vauxhalls, there is nothing special about them tbh, just boring tin boxes

I dont blame you at all, sooner you leave college the better!
Quite frankly thats beyond discusting. But then again, what does that say about them if they have 'easy' gf's.... Urgh i also hates pimps as well as bullies

I mean, we all also have some pretty bad teachers, but they have to do stuff about bullying or the school would be closed down! I hate it when teachers tell the whole class the personal stuff you tell them in private - its not on whats so ever!

Im afraid there is. They made me sick after their convo on Monday (it wasnt bullying, they left me alone for once). Ugh it was disgusting!
She sounds knowledgeable!!
Youre way too lovely to be bullied!

Haha nice one! That mustve been a nice suprise!
Exactly! Except the Monaro! 550bhp rear drive monster! Mmm love those things!

Indeed! Just looking forward to the apprenticeship tbh.
They dont deserve to have a great girl! They dont deserve anyone tbh!
Id be extremely lucky to meet someone like you!
Theyre awful people. Theyve even shown me pictures of them doing it! Im just like why the **** would i want to see that! They just repond, It something youll never get to do!

Thats true. I dont know anyone who hasnt had a bad teacher!
Well youd be suprised to hear that one them takes the piss out of my quietness sometimes!
I hate it too! Thats why i havent told them anything!

I honestly dont know how such horrid people can exist, surely they should be the ones being bullied for the things they are doing/saying?!
Haha aww, i dont get it anymore (thank god) but i did in lower school

Haha it was indeed! And oh yes of course! Something powerful like that can hardly be called a Vauxhall

Ahh thata a good attitude to have - wont be long until you are rid of these idiots. How do you even know they are telling the truth? Photoshop is very advanced these days (so ive heard) urgh theyre just morons who will go no where in life, i mean, can you actually see any of them in a decent job?!

Really?! That is well out of order for a teacher to do that, if anyone with authority knew they would be sacked. Sooner you can get out of there the better!

Me neither tbh! I wish it was them instead of me tbh.
Aw thats good to hear! Im sorry to hear you had to experience it before!

I wish i could see nice cars like that at college. Its full of Vauxhalls :/ Literally!
Ikr!! Although its made by the Aussies as a Holden! Its rebadged over here as a Vauxhall :/.

Yup indeed!! The people there are really nice!
Ive met one of them last year and theres loads of pictures with the others together!
I cant see them passing college tbh, let alone getting a job. They keep talking about all these cars they want. Difference is: Ill be able to afford them, they wont!
Therefore that makes me happy!!

Well they do know about it and nothings been done! Theres also been numerous other complaints about him from all the other students too. Nothings been done at all!
Im furious about that!

Hey! Sorry for my late reply, i havent been on tsr very much recently!

I know what you mean, its like somehow you wish they could have a taste of their own medicine! And ikr, it wasnt great at the time, but sort of made me more 'aware' if that makes sense

Oh my thats aweful! I bet theyre all corsas and astras too oh right i see, shame it had to be a Vauxhall

Aww thats good news, and it will be funny to see them stuck at college for another 10 years whilst you have a good job and a nice Audi

I cannot beleive they have done nothing, its absolutley rediculous! Only 2 more months and then you never have to look back

Hey! It's fine!

Indeed! I feel that would be fair!
Aw, well I'm glad it's all over now! Yeah that makes sense! I'm now more aware of it too so I guess it helps us realize what it's actually like!

It's not great tbh haha. Yup they are indeed
Indeed it is, I still want one though haha!

Yup! I wouldn't be surprised if they were at college for another 10 years tbh haha. Exactly! I can have an RS6 Avant (hopefully, that's my fav Audi) whilst they're stuck in broken Peugeots haha!

The teachers are crap there (as you can probably tell).
Indeed! I can't wait for that day! It would be excellent if I could leave now tbh but we'll see!