Basically met this guy: ONS turned into something a little more.
Context:
Once he finishes his university degree in Sept he moves back to England.
He just recently got out of a LTR in March (4 years)-- I didn't ask why they broke up because I didn't think it would get this far for both of us.
He is currently travelling throughout Europe for a month too so I can't see him as I'm home.
I really like the guy. I won't be finished University until another 2 years so if something was to happen I would be travelling back and forth (this isn't a problem for me-- a few plane tickets shouldn't prevent you committing to someone you like, yes it will be hard)
I said we should have some fun before he travels back (I've commitment and trust issues so I always try to distance myself from guys and avoid commitment). However, I feel ready for a relationship with him.
Despite starting of as a ONS, I don't think he sees me as a ONS. We went on a day trip, we constantly keep in contact (he's texting me-- double texts even though he's travelling. I try to limit my texts so he can enjoy himself and not worry about replying). He also doesn't seem solely interested in sex what so ever.
I don't want to appear like a crazy clingy bitch trying to tie him down but I think I would also regret not saying to him how I felt before he left.
Do you think he seems interested, what has your experience been either getting out of a LTR or developing a LDR. Also, how should I word my interest?
I'm afraid of getting rejected too because he will be the first time I've ever opened up about my feelings so I'm feeling a little vulnerable.