Emotionally destroyed a girl...

Girl loves me stalks me for 5 years
I finally give her an amazing 6 month relationship and be a perfect boyfriend
Dump her for no apparent reason on the phone on a whim
She must be devestated
I'm a sadistic phsyco path because I was abused by my mum
Part of me is distraught with guilt and misses her
Part of me doesn't care and what's to do this to someone else
Accept who I am or try and change for the better?

Reply 1

Anonymous #1

you sound like an ******* so change for the better if you still care apologise and get her back.

Reply 2

Elivercury

It sounded pretty doomed anyway.

get help fam

Original post by Anonymous

you sound like an ******* so change for the better if you still care apologise and get her back.

I appreciate what I did was pretty horrible
But please understand this as a mental health problem rather than who I actually am
I'm going to therapy for these issues later this year

Reply 5

Davalla

I'm sorry to hear that you have emotionally destroyed a girl
But at least you didn't physically destroy her too
For example: smacking her over the head with a hammer until she is proper deaded as hell
So things could be worse
But why have you structured your post like this?

Reply 6

A321

Apologise then get help. Serious help.

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Reply 7

Mvpmb

Original post by Davalla

Ultimately I'm just a bit dissolutioned with reality because I've realised I'm a bit of a sadist And il never be able to sustain a healthy relationshp

Reply 8

Mvpmb

Original post by Davalla

Ultimately I'm just a bit dissolutioned with reality because I've realised I'm a bit of a sadist And il never be able to sustain a healthy relationship
Not to mention
She was a lovely person and is probably the last girl who ever deserved this

Reply 9

Alextaylor6

Original post by Mvpmb

its fine mate, go for therapy and then see how she feels afterwards. If she doesn't want to get back together (which is understandable after what you did), there are plenty of other girl out there

Reply 10

ninjasayshi

Have you explained the situation to her?

Reply 11

Lemon Haze

Sounds like me, just forget about her.

Reply 12

Mvpmb

Original post by ninjasayshi

Have you explained the situation to her?

I'm under the impression she has a social support group(I.e Family) keeping her from speaking to me

Reply 13

Mvpmb

Original post by Lemon Haze

Sounds like me, just forget about her.

Yeah it's like running over a Dog. Horrible horrible feeling but no point in going back to a dead corpse

Reply 14

Magic Member

My ex did that to me, she's not even a psychopath. If anything she's quite the opposite, extremely neurotic and nervous which leads to her having strange and extreme reactions to things.

Reply 15

Anonymous #2

That exactly sounds like me other than the sadistic part, if theres still a part of you that still cares well fight for her and go get her back, this will continue and you'll hurt more and more people. Just like I have numerous times learn to not hurt people or someone will hurt you one day so badly you'd regret doing all the damage that you've done. Let someone in