I'm so scared right now, actually petrified that I've ruined everything. I've been accused of committing a 'Major academic offense' by my Faculty, I now have to sit in front of a panel and plead my case this month. The worst possible penalties could be removal off of the course or retaking the year.
I've just finished my second year and for my last essay I had to write 3000 words. At the time I had so much going on, the same pressures the rest of my course were under but I was rather unfortunate with particular deadlines coinciding with each other around the same dates. I was so stressed, not only did those deadlines effect me but I have a lot of outside commitments such as my sport, which I also represent the Uni for as a scholar athlete and have to train for on nearly a daily basis. I plagiarised a lot of my essay, but it wasn't completely intentional, I'm fully aware of what plagiarism is but I was just negligent with my referencing and thought I'd be okay to submit it, I was pulling an all-nighter and felt horrific. This is my first ever offense which is considered also, however it's major and they have sent me 10 examples of poorly reference or plagiarised material in the essay. I'm terrified I've ruined everything I've worked so hard to achieve. I strived to get into Uni having left high-school with less than 5 full GCSE's, I was awarded an academic scholarship and a sports scholarship on arrival, I've been averaging 2:1's but have some 2:2's sprinkled in. I just prepared poorly for this particular assignment and submitted a rushed and half-assed piece of work.
As a part of my course I've had to work a 4 week placement over this summer, I've managed to work at probably the biggest company in my industry for 4 days as well as secure a temporary (paid job) at one of the other biggest, I'm lucky to live right by them both. Finding a placement was also one of the issues I faced whilst this essay needed to be completed. I know I messed up, I truly didn't understand the consequences of my actions could be so serious and I'd never think about doing it again. I hope they're just scaring me a bit, all things considered I think I'm a really good student. Do you think I'll be okay if I beg them to spare me another chance? I can't be held back a year or kicked off, I'd be distraught.