i have already posted this but i think no one looked at it due to the boring name, so i thought reposting under a different title would get replies
This is anon for a reason, and the names and little details (like the subject department - nothing important) have all been changed so no one figures out who I am. Please note that the teacher didnt personally teach me for any subjects as i didnt take the subject he teaches. He worked as one of my house teachers.
I left school officially about a week and a half ago - signed off, no longer a student there, completely done.
Since may, me and my friends have had a joke about one teacher - Mr. Williams - and on the last day of term before our study leave, we gave nick names to the whole maths department and posted a list on the main door to the department. by the end of the day we had told each teacher which one they were as a small prank on our last day all together. We told Mr. Williams his nickname, but we couldn't tell him the reason behind, as it was rather sexual, but the name didnt come across that way so you wouldnt guess just from the name.
During the term at school after coming back, there were no incidents of anything to do with the joke as we never really saw him. But, on the wednesday before we signed off, it was our schools annual maths quiz, and since me and my friend Ella hadn't been since year 10 (all students and teachers go, but dont have to partake) which was the last time we were required to go, we thought we would go and say good luck to the teachers and have a small memory lane moment. We ended up assisting, and we had a small bit of banter with Mr. Williams before we left at around 5. Nothing happened after that until book return day on the friday when we got signed out
We had a joke about buttons with one of the other math teachers and their nick name, so we had bought him a small bottle of buttons from wilkinsons as a goodbye joke.
About a week after signing out, me friend wanted to tell her old art teacher that she got on the art course at college, so I went up to school with her. We helped the teacher set up for the year 7 french trip which would be happening in a couple of weeks, so by the time we had finished that, we went back up to house in time for the buffet they hold at the end of induction week. After about 5 mins, Mr williams came up as he works in the house, and we had a small chat. once all the students had gone home around 1, i plugged in my phone to the speakers to play my music - oldies but goldies, madness, jam, queen - which mr williams really liked - that was just coincidence, i didnt know he liked that music.
just as me and Ella where about to leave about 30 minutes later, our head of house Miss Yates asked us if we were able to go down and help set up for the fundraiser quiz for the french trip so we went, and Mr williams was also setting up.
about an hour later, Me and ella went to was up all the pints glasses for the night, so I had my music playing again, and we were singing along like always. I turn around to turn down the volume, and mr williams is standing in the doorway looking at me singing with a smile on his face. Skip 20 minutes and as me and ella are leaving, I ask mr williams if he is going to the sixth form end of year party that night, to which he replied yes.
Skip to about 7pm when i arrive at the party, sitting in my mums car before i go in, i can see mr Williams spot me and then smile. I go in and sit down while i wait for my friends to come down from their room as the party was in a hotel. Mr williams comes over and we chat for about 10 minutes until my friends show up.
skip ahead 30 minutes and the party is in full swing, but i'm sat at the table while my friends are dancing because i felt a little down and i didnt know why. I see mr williams out the corner of my eye walking over, stopping, then going back again - exactly what my ex boyfriend did when he wanted to get back with me, as if he were coming to talk to me, then chickening out.
skip to about half 10 and im dancing away with my friends when sex on fire begins to play, and when i look over to mr williams a couple of times, he is watching me dance, and on the third time i look, i hold eye contact for about 4 seconds, and then he looks down, and leaves the room.
Since i got a picture with him and a couple other teachers, on the saturday after i emailed them round to each teacher photographed. The first to reply is Mr williams, at 10pm on a sunday when the rest didnt reply until 10am this morning.
all day, me and mr williams have been emailing casually.
I know i shouldnt be fuelling anything, and i know i shoudlnt be casually emailing my ex teacher - but I find myslef getting nervous when he replies.
why did he not do any of this while i was still a student, why wait until i was signed off?
i don't know if this is something begin to form but i dont want to tell anyone in case they think it is.
I'm 18, he's 26, and i am no longer a student at the school.
what do yous lot think?