I start my second year at university and am really worried about it. I didn't do so well in my first year (failed one class, pass in another) and I just don't know whether to go back or not.
I have real trouble with concentration, memory, motivation, and social skills. I believe this is why I did so badly in my first year. I have a psychotic disorder MH diagnosis and I put these problems down to the huge amount of mind-numbing medications I'm on.
Last time I saw a psychiatrist I was sectioned. This has really put me off seeing psychiatrists ever again. My gf keeps going on that I need to see one otherwise my second year at uni is going to end up the same as first as nothing has changed so I'll still have the same problems. I'm too scared to see one.
I don't know if I shouldn't just quit? I find university extremely stressful and I really have no faith in myself doing well this year. It's a lot of money for something where I probably would have trouble finding a job after.
Any advice?