I passed my test 5 months ago and have had a car for a year now. I drive maybe once a fortnight with one of my parents next to me just to get some practice but I absolutely hate it. I've never driven alone either because I have no confidence.
Firstly, I don't feel safe in my car, it's a tiny car and I just don't trust it. Even when one of my parents is driving it occasionally my heart will drop with fear even though they're both excellent drivers.
Also, everytime I drive something minor will happen and it will completely knock all of my confidence. Today I drove to the supermarket, everything went perfectly until I was in the car park and I turned a corner a little fast and could feel that I was going too fast especially when there was a car in the other lane, I didn't go in their lane but it made my Mum flinch and so I got upset and angry and made her drive home.
I don't know what to do because it's been 5 months since passing. I passed with 1 minor and yet my instructor said afterwards that the instructor probably passed me because it means less paper work for him to do. :/ I'm supposed to be driving to work next month which is a 10 mile journey everyday and I haven't even been round the block on my own.
Does anyone have any advice? Is it me? Is it the car? What do I do. Please help, I know driving is such a small part of life but it is making me so stressed and anxious.