How are you feeling right now? MKIII

tired. just tired and idk tired of ppl leaning on me but then i need ppl to lean on as well

tired af
i need to blog and pinta and sleep
plus ibuprofen isn't working today




*puts chunk of cheddar in relevant position*

x

Actually extremely sad and lonely. It's hard to feel like anyone cares when no one can read your mind (I know, it's my fault for not sharing how I feel - I just can't) and you're crying alone until you finally fall asleep. People disappoint, and they're never the person you want to believe they are; you help them navigate through rough patches but it won't be reciprocated. Yet, sometimes the most disappointing person in your life is yourself... Other people can't be held accountable for letting you down, they have their own lives and worries and it's hard to ever support or believe in someone who doesn't believe in herself. It is onerous and draining, not least to myself. It just feels so empty and my chest hurts and my stomach has that tight feeling.
And that was full of disgusting self-pity.

Actually extremely sad and lonely. It's hard to feel like anyone cares when no one can read your mind (I know, it's my fault for not sharing how I feel - I just can't) and you're crying alone until you finally fall asleep. People disappoint, and they're never the person you want to believe they are; you help them navigate through rough patches but it won't be reciprocated. Yet, sometimes the most disappointing person in your life is yourself... Other people can't be held accountable for letting you down, they have their own lives and worries and it's hard to ever support or believe in someone who doesn't believe in herself. It is onerous and draining, not least to myself. It just feels so empty and my chest hurts and my stomach has that tight feeling.
And that was full of disgusting self-pity.

I see how that is making you feel. You're giving and giving and getting back very little, of course that hurts.

I feel like this at times, so don't think you're not alone in this!
Though give yourself a break! Just try to push that annoying little voice away and treat yourself to doing/having something you enjoy! It really helps relax the mind and forget about everything in that time.

lol put ur hand up who doesn't hate me atm

jk don't acc

in fact idk why i even put that disclaimer in cos everyone does

lol put ur hand up who doesn't hate me atm

jk don't acc

in fact idk why i even put that disclaimer in cos everyone does

Just been looking at a few pictures and a video of my deceased rabbit, Maisie, and my heart aches and aches for her. She was such a gorgeous rabbit. It makes me want to weep and weep. My two rabbits adored each other. i am extremely sad.

I'd really like a cuddle and something nice to eat.

tired and lonely