Background-
- She is the first girl I've spoken to (shocker!!)
- Never had sex
- never had a girlfriend
- I thought she was the perfect girl for me
I've been/was taking to this girl for about a year, I known her in person as I used to work with her. The last 4 month we've been speaking a lot, our conversation are very long, lasting around 4 - 5 hours most nights. I can talk to her about anything, I've told her that I liked her and she said she was interested in someone else. This came as a massive blow as we spoke so much and flirted a lot as well, it got to the point were I felt like we were already something...
She then ended up sleeping with a rep (of the hotel she was at) on holiday after she told me she was interested in someone else. This hurt me even more. We still spoke a lot after all this and we ended up having a friendship where she would tell me about most of this stuff if I asked. She said that she was still speaking to the rep and the guy she was interested in and this bothered me for some reason.
All this and more built up and got to the point where I go so fed up with it all and had a go at her. She replied saying that she doesn't want to speak to me if I think what I said about her is true. We didn't message each other for about 5 days and then she replied saying, "you only just realised what you've done? if you didn't know what you were doing you wouldn't have said it". I was still mad and told her to give up talking to me. We haven't spoken since, it's been like 4 days. She came into where I work/where she used to work and I was just leaving and we made eye contact for about a second and looked away. The drive home I could not stop thinking about her and I miss talking to her and want that friendship back!!
I want to make things right again with her but how should I do it? or what should I say?