How are you feeling right now? MKIV

Haha no, I think he's just has a very funny personality and not to forget he was flirting only, which doesn't always have to end up in something more than just flirting. Its certainly impressive though, I mean his confidence. Lol the funny thing is we're all going out today and he's coming too.

All snuggled in bed!
Soo relaxed and comfy!
Ahhh this is glorious

or something creepy?

Haha you misunderstand me possibly!

I meant 'the one' as in a 'destined romantic interestt which you spend your life forever with'

you can still date ppl before but when you finally meet them, youll know and live your whole life with them!

basically, ofc I believe in having only one person with the keys to your heart (and being loyal etc) but do you believe/did you feel something special when you met your fiance? like love at first sight kinda thing? (it made more sense in my head lol, my bad)

Both.

Feel so horrendous tbh.
not that i think anyone is acc bothered like ppl have given up even pretending to be bothered
feel so sick as well which isnt helped by the fact i've only just eaten something for the first time in 2 days so now i feel more sick.
cant sleep for more than 5 hours at a time or 3 when it is bad, not that anyone cares about that either.
the dreams just get worse but it's fine cos ill just 'de-stress' and then it will all be great.
im so fed up.

Lol I was joking anyway.

Feel so horrendous tbh.
not that i think anyone is acc bothered like ppl have given up even pretending to be bothered
feel so sick as well which isnt helped by the fact i've only just eaten something for the first time in 2 days so now i feel more sick.
cant sleep for more than 5 hours at a time or 3 when it is bad, not that anyone cares about that either.
the dreams just get worse but it's fine cos ill just 'de-stress' and then it will all be great.
im so fed up.

It's so so cold, and I haven't left my apartment all weekend because of revision

Is it bad that I wasn't creeped out? 😐 Maybe a bit when he pulled me closer to him and then said 'the closer I get, the more I like' 😨 or when he rested his face on my shoulder, I immediately stopped cos girrrl that was just weird.😨😨

I happily gave my female friend a hickey though No, wasn't creepy at all. The guys seem to loved it.

I'm straight btw 😐

I'm tired, happy and feeling a bit awkward. Weird combo lol. This Sapnish guy at my flat is sooo funny. We were playing cards last night, I lost, not to mention many times :| and he asked me to choose who to kiss between a female friend of mine and him. I was like , he was like , and then I was like 'I'd go with the girl ', he was like 'OMG she just rejected me' I lost, again😐 He asked me to dance with him😐 at 2am last night😐 I was like 😐, he held my hands, saying 'you have beautiful hands, can you give me massage?' and that 'the closer I get, the more I like😉'. I was like 😐😐😐, he then went on to rest his face on my shoulder, that was weird. I was likw 'okay that's enough', he goes 'Noo its not enough, we need more time'. I stopped dancing. This was our 2nd meeting so I'm just like

what have you been revising?

Hehehehe I was joking again. I know but yeah sometimes, guys act creepy. (Sorry to the guys who are going to read this. This time, I'm not joking )

how do you find these so quickly?

ACA exams, I have to do them whilst working full time, RIP social life

Ok, do go today then Insha Allah. Barclays is gonna get an earful from me.

Edit: just remembered that is is Sunday and the banks are going to be closed lol.

I'm tired, happy and feeling a bit awkward. Weird combo lol. This Sapnish guy at my flat is sooo funny. We were playing cards last night, I lost, not to mention many times :| and he asked me to choose who to kiss between a female friend of mine and him. I was like , he was like , and then I was like 'I'd go with the girl ', he was like 'OMG she just rejected me' I lost, again😐 He asked me to dance with him😐 at 2am last night😐 I was like 😐, he held my hands, saying 'you have beautiful hands, can you give me massage?' and that 'the closer I get, the more I like😉'. I was like 😐😐😐, he then went on to rest his face on my shoulder, that was weird. I was likw 'okay that's enough', he goes 'Noo its not enough, we need more time'. I stopped dancing. This was our 2nd meeting so I'm just like