Very very long story short I've liked this girl for just under a year and I thought she was the one. I've never thought about anyone like I did with her, the excitement I got from talking to her and seeing her was nothing like I've felt before.
I told her that I liked her and she said she was interested in someone else, my feelings for her were so strong that this bothered me and I could not stop thinking about it. I still talked to her everyday after that and then she slept with some guy on holiday, this was an even bigger blow. I confronted her about it as we built a good friendship and she said she still spoke to him and she was still speaking to the guy she was interested in. This annoyed me so much that I had a go at her basically slut shamming her.
I then apologised and have been trying to make things right since but I can't stop thinking about what I said. I told her that I never meant what I said but the more I think about it the more I think what I said is true. I trusted her so much with what I told her and she ends up telling someone that we worked with about what I said and I felt betrayed.
Should I confront her about sharing our conversation with other people and tell her I think what I said is true? or should I just leave it and let her think that I think good things about her still?