Dear You,
I am so upset. Why did you block me? This happened ages ago and I'm not even 100% sure I've been blocked or whether you've gone AWOL. I know you were having a tough time last time we spoke and a while before too- tbh I probably(?) annoyed you by messaging but you had the chance to tell me. And I stopped messaging you a lot as well so I don't even know what happened. And that's what kills me the most. I DON'T KNOW!! If you had at least messaged before disappearing I wouldn't be left so bloody confused. A simple "You annoy me, piss off" or something. At least then I could have apologised? Have parting words, even.
You were a great friend and I miss you. I hope that the problems you were having have gone, that you're happy and you achieve everything you wanted to. I do wonder whether I'll ever hear from you again, and as much as I hope- I doubt it. I don't know why that upsets me so much. I've had friends become distant before which I understand. I've never been cut off though. So it's hard to move on.
It's been a while and yet, every so often, I check whether the messages have been sent, or read. No to both. I write messages and then delete them, knowing that it makes no difference, you'll still never see them! They're mostly angry messages, sad faces or broken hearts. I know it's pathetic but you've left me hanging by a loose thread and I can't f'ing let go.
Love, a very sad me.
:'(