Keep hearing people call my name over and over again. And they are strangers because they keep calling me Francesca, and my normal voices never call me that, they usually call me Cesca, like everyone does, so I don't know who these people are. And I went to the gym today and nearly threw up in my fitness class, and I saw a woman on one of the rowers who so looked like my mother, and my head is just ****ing with me, and I don't know what to do, I'm just sitting here listening to music trying to drown it all out, and talking to Ethan, but my head hurts and so do my eyes, and they won't shut up.