Since GCSE i picked subjects of which i thought would look good for future employers... history, geography and Spanish. I didn't pick things I would have enjoyed: graphics, media. A levels i picked ICT (nothing creative/graphics on the course though), Geography and business studies... now I'm at university doing a business management degree because I like the idea of buying and selling... although I don't think i know what that fully entails... and have thus have a warped sense of what buying and selling involves/requires out of a person.
I want to drop out and pursue something i enjoy doing. I made a comedic video for you-tube the other night... i spent 4-5 hours on... the time flew by... I enjoyed it so much. I love the idea of creating graphics for gaming companies or perhaps films. It has really hit me today... I'd rather jump off a bridge then pursue a career in something I don't enjoy nor have the personality to pull off (aka extroverted.. outgoing businessman).
So I'm wishing i could go back and redo my courses and do graphics and media. But i can't. what i could do is go and do a college course... but I'm quite certain that costs money (went through secondary without thinking about applying to a college).
I've loved the idea of getting a job in business and earning a good wage of which would pay for stuff and attract women. I have come to a point where I don't care about that... i just want to enjoy what I do because I'd rather not exist otherwise.
I'm having a crisis. Can someone give an incite to what i should do? I really would love to go and learn how to create graphics and just spend my entire time doing that... because doing creative stuff on my computer is something I would love. But then i haven't really done it that much... but the times i have I've indulged myself and the time has flew by and i have felt a sense of completion upon doing so. Is it too late for me? (just turned 20).