Dear you,
You were my best friend and you meant the world to me. I helped you through so much crap that you were going through. You even told me how much I helped you when you had no one else to turn to. You promised me so many times that I could come and see you. Sure the distance was a lot, and it would have taken some planning, but I was really up for it every single time.
Then you went and ruined it all. You have made me feel used. When I helped you through difficulties you gave me a single day of treating me like I was the best guy in your life. Then it was all forgotten. You never thought it was ever worth meeting me, and I couldn't help but think that you just didn't care about me and my feelings.
I genuinely thought you might change one day and see me as the one and that one day your promises would be acted upon. You opened up to me lots, I thought. But to you I was always just that online guy. You have hurt me more than I should ever have to cope with. The icing on the sour cake was when you made all these excuses why you couldn't see me, and then ended up meeting someone else from online to whom those excuses should have also applied. From that moment you lost me. You showed me that I was a nobody and I couldn't trust your fake apologies.
Fast forward to today and it's been over a day since we last spoke, and 4/5 since we last had a proper conversation. I just saw your snapchat photos and was reminded that you're having a marriage proposal meeting. You seem genuinely happy and want this to be the one. It already feels as though you have forgotten all about me. I guess I was that good a friend right?
Now all I can think is how unlucky the guy who marries you will be. I thought it would have been amazing to marry you. But someone so immature and vile doesn't deserve a good husband. But I can't help but think that you will find a perfect guy because of the facade you put on for people. Meanwhile, somebody like me, who does everything to care for people and help them, gets nothing. Just loneliness, sadness and the feeling of sickness. But that is the story of my life.
From
That online guy