Hey, so I'm attempting to apply to uni for September but suffer with anxiety and depression so having a tough time committing to something as it all seems a bit pointless and I'm terrified of making a mistake.
I like nature and animals and have found a course which is BSc Agriculture which seems quite interesting and varied (has economics and finance modules etc.). Its offered at some decent unis as well (Reading, Nottingham, Newcastle) but it just feels rubbish and a bit of a joke degree so i dont know what to do.
I dont really have any academic interests, nor do i have any particular careers in mind, so i really don't have a clue what to study. I don't really want to do something thats not going to get me anywhere in the long run, and i dont have a farm/want to work as a farm hand. I honestly have no idea what to do and feel due to my grades i should be doing something considered more academic like chemistry, but dont know if ill enjoy it.
I know I dont have to rush into anything but I've already had a gap year and am no closer to discovering a passion or figuring out what i want to do.
Help please..