Hello,
I thought it would be appropriate to come onto this forum to discuss an issue that has been bugging me for a while. (Sorry if this is quite long).
Background
I am a Undergrad Business Management student currently doing a 12 month placement at a company that produces flooring for industrial purposes. My role is within Sales, I am basically doing online research for projects that the sales personnel can potentially sell flooring to. I have been doing this since July.
My job basically involves me Googling construction projects, logging them onto a excel database and emailing the pdf printout to regional sales personnel. Thats it.
The Problem..
I feel that I have not fitted into this company very well, people have awkward personalities and everyone seems to be mates with each other apart from me. I get along with everyone but it sucks not being with friends, I was the only one at uni who was lucky enough to get a sandwich placement.
Honestly I do not want to bring race or culture into this, but I am the only 'minority' in this workplace. Could it be because of this? We certainly do not have the same interests at all, but I should be treated the same. Right?
More so the job itself has had NO development, I have been employed to do the same job for the past 6 months. I have learned nothing other than having to deal with peoples weird closed attitudes at this workplace.
I feel that I have been employed for the sake of the company meeting a requirement to have an intern. They have taught me nothing about sales/marketing or business, it has little to no relevance to my degree which I will be finishing next year.
My boss was friendly/welcoming at first but soon distanced himself. It just feels awkward when he is around, he doesn't really want to talk to me, when he does he is very cocky and condescending.
When he isn't around the other members of the office do not want to talk about anything either. Being in my early 20's it can be extremely awkward trying to get along with miserable middle-aged men and women who hate their jobs. Another sad thing is that 80% of the time I am alone in this open office as the people who are there mostly work from home.
Solutions?
Well, I have felt like expressing my feelings to my manager. But my only worry is that he doesn't care or listen, nor will his boss. Everyone has something much more important to worry about so my issues are left out on the side.
Plus people can be very condescending and will think that I am being disrespectful, or a pain in the a$$.
I have thought about talking to my careers adviser at uni, but she does not reply to emails quickly nor does she have time to listen my issues. Plus she will simply want to talk to my boss which is going to put me into even worse terms with him making it even more awkward. (Imagine trying to get on with someone after you grassed them up).
I would love to leave but, I have committed to this and I must save up enough so I can pay for my final year (yes like most of you I am also broke). Plus I cannot go back to Uni because its simply too late, I can only go back in September now. Applying for another job could take months.
Final words
I hope this doesn't seem like a cry for sympathy because it isn't, sure my life has been crap ever since I started this job but my friends and parents have been supportive. Sadly their advice isn't much good. I hope one of you guys could give me your take on this.
Cheers.