Why not talk to one of the charities hat has expertise with your mental disability and maybe they can help you resolve matters or get you to focus on the right areas. Im not asking what the issues are, just tbhhat in my experience theres a lot that doesnt make sense and a lot of things that need to be checked out to get a proper grip on the situation and tell you how best to act in your own interests. You probably arent he best person to do that.