This is me being completely honest, I dont want to undermine real disorders out there.
I would describe myself as a reasonably smart person but I struggle to concentrate a lot. I got 6A*s at GCSEs mainly through just remembering things well and minimal revision, mostly from the day before. I also went to a good school then so theres that. I was consistently on top of the work and found it easy but I know that I should have got better.
I now go to a college which is much more relaxed and I do A levels however I am procrastinating really badly and just struggle to work. I am aiming for the top unis but I just cant study and just keep on procrastinating. I start reading words and books or do work and I just end up losing concentration and procrastinating. I often cba with hw and even leave it until the train journey to school or make up a clever excuse. The thing is that I do really well in class and I understand stuff in class. I pick up stuff quickly and thats how I did reasonably okay in my AS mocks (ABBB). But I didnt revise. Do I have an attention disorder? Or is it just extreme procrastination which I can fight off? Are there people with similar experiences?
Pls help, im really confused and upset about all this. Im a really ambitious person but I just cannot be bothered to do extra work and Im now falling behind a little in class. I procrastinate and end up sleeping at 1pm and fall asleep in school. Whats wrong with me?
More info: Im not a social person tbh. I have friends but I dont go out to parties, shag girls or anything like that. I managed to delete instagram for the sake of revising and I still end up staying on my laptop doing the most random crap.