How are you feeling right now? MKV

oh okay always here for you <3
sorry about that , it won't happen again!

Thanks
Nah dont be sorry

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F*** my life. That is all. I am tired, sleep-deprived, I have not started studying for my exam, I need to wake up in 4 hours, I have both school and work tomorrow, and now more stress has appeared. Sigh.

Want to talk?

Which exam?

The final exam: the Baccalaureate.

Oh I don't know what that is

Hi whoever is reading this and could possibly help.
I am currently studying in my last year of A levels 2/3 of my Subjects being linear and for Maths i will resit my modules (all from AS) so its pretty much also a linear structure for me. Therefore I have to do:
AS & A2 Chemistry.
AS & A2 Art 60% CW and 40% exam which I have recently started.
And AS & A2 Maths.
All which will be sat in May and June .
The problem is right know because of Schools force-fed timetable and strict attendance and inconsistent teaching approach (too fast and too slow at places ) and majority of my procrastination due to a perfectionist approach I have not learned Jack and by Jack I mean anything in school. This is because I immediately want to know why and how instead of accepting how it is and sometimes my teachers are not fit to satisfy these questions also because they have a whole class to attend. But apart from pointing fingers time has flown past and although I have made an afterschool home timetable I find myself coming home and getting knocked out -tiredness. So theres two lives im living the School one where I have learned <5% of what is needed. and My Home one which If I am alone for a day without school with my mindset whiteboard textbook and pen pad. I can learn a terms worth of work in two to three days hardcore study. So now Im thinking of Bunking as everything to "Know" I find that its with me at home, text book, google, my mind and self teaching and online tutorials like exam solutions. If I follow this for a Month or half of it I can aruntee myself an A* but with school im heading to a U. I know some people say manage your time but with my procrastination and bad habits it will take more time to incorporate discipline and I feel there's no time left for that and I will be more depressed than healthy and learning. The bad news despite this plan is that I have signed a contract with my school - guess what for...- poor attendance and I can't let it drop below 90% or I'm kicked out of my school which is a No Go area for me. What should my Plan be to tackle studies and get all A*s . Please Help Me !! I will really appreciate it !!