I changed my mind so mych regarding courses and kept switching. Now I am left studying biology at a university (CCCU) that I really do not want to study at. I have entry requirements from an access course (42 distinctions and 3 merits) that the univeristy of kent would have accepted but unfortunately it was the wrong access course and there are no places at other unis in my area. I am not looking forward to studying at CCCU but I do not want to spend a year doing nothing. I really do not know what to do but feel like a failure and cannot stop crying.