Post anonymously something you want to get off your chest

My depression is getting worse and I've pushed away everyone I love and care about because I feel like too much of a burden to them. I'm incredibly lonely.

Hate the fact that I get attached to guys and then they feel the same way but I push them away becasue I'm afraid I'm not
Good enough
Or ever will be

Life is getting a bit heavy I just want to shutdown sometimes and it
Exist

Not gonna post anon for this. Just really glad that I've gotten to speak to someone for the first time in a couple of weeks. If you see this glad to have you back

I've been depressed for too long now and I know I need to see a doctor or even tell someone but I can't don't have the courage and will most likely never have the courage to do soo I carry on suffering in silence hoping my life changes but it doesn't seem like it will anytime
Soon

I am drained from being a carer to a few family members while I am not in the best health either. Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't ever stop caring for them, I'm just drained. Mentally, physically and emotionally

i want to dissapear from everything for a little

I'm mentally unwell w a lot of issues but bc i'm young I'm not taken seriously. I have 1 friend (i'm 17) and I'm incredibly lonely, i've been passively suicidal for about a month now. Loneliness is the worst feeling, i've recently realised.