Feel so useless. I can't understand why or how anyone would willingly put up with me, let alone commit to me.
Me when someone commits to me:
"you will worship the ground trod upon by my Satanic soles
you will sacrifice yourself to the demons that keep me from becoming whole
now that you've said you're mine, I'll make it impossible to love me
I'll make you a lesson for others, the state of your sorry soul"
Why am I like this?