NO NO NO NO NO - I can't believe this is happening!!!
I thought the house was sorted after the drama we had. Well it turns out today that A went crying to former flatmate and coursemate E about it, saying shr was forced into agreeing and all this. A also told me that she'd spoken to E and they'd agreed that it was all fine. Well E said today that she didn't say a word!!! So A lied? And E and H were laying into me at spoons saying "Amelia's got ANXIETY, having a house meeting was THE WORST THING YOU COULD HAVE DONE and A is SO STRESSED" and "Why is it a big deal if A moves out LIKE SHE PROMISED because you can just get someone else...blah blah"
I explained some of what's been happening to them and my voice started wobbling and I started crying ... I was shocked that A had lied and it wasn't all sorted like I thought and that E thought A was still moving in with them.
I didn't go home afterwards and stayed out from 1-9, walking around the park and town on the phone to my mum who is very angry. She says A is very immature and has been so inconsiderate.
Basically, I am now EXTREMELY uncomfortable in the house. If A stays, then things are still **** because she doesn't want to be here and I have this BURDEN on me ALL THE TIME. If A leaves, then I would NEVER ask the other girls to accept a stranger into our house as replacement, so we'd have to move out and, for some reasons, I will have to leave the other three girls to get a house on their own whilst I will be left to go back into halls on my own for third year.
I am extremely upset, angry and disappointed in A for doing this. She is making my life a misery and it's all about her. She and E don't care that they're leaving my house in the lurch, even after EVERYTHING I've done for her. If I'd known this was going to happen, I would have 100% lived with H instead.
I am sick to my stomach with worry and stress and I just can't cope with this drama.