It's finished. Uni is finished for me. I will be the first student in British history to spend four years in university with no friends. I can't even get up from my bed. I have to reach the drawer and drink rum and whiskey to keep me up through the day.
I don't know what to do, every module i do seems mostly on group work and i have no friends in these lectures. I'm an introvert, i don't talk during group work and i'm an easy target to get ****ed by it. Simply put, i don't even know most of them or their names. I have spent two years in uni in oblivion, I have failed to make friends, i have failed to find societies i can blend on. This is the first time this year, i don't speak to anyone in a week.
I don't know what to do, i am expected to fail this year and i am too scared to attend lectures. People just look at me when i attend and even one of the lecturer i bet personally doesn't even want me to be there. An autistic seriously doesn't belong in university.... I'm afraid i will go down the road of my former autistic friend who couldn't cope with uni and later got diagnosed with psychosis.